What if you thought you had already moved on, and unknowingly, you already did.
You let go of the person.
But the best part is
you’ve let go of whatever feelings that you’ve managed to built for that person.
You finally found the guts to talk to him/her with ease.
With no longing thoughts.
With nothing but pure friendship because that’s what you both, at least, deserve.
But you’re surprised because something else is there.
Waiting to be revealed.
You dont know what it is.
But you pretend it’s nothing, instead.
Because you’re now free of the past.
Then that day came when you realized what that is.
Just when you’re believing again.
Just as when there is someone worth keeping.
That’s when you realized what situation you are in.
You realized that it’s not the person that kept you at bay.
It’s not because of the feelings that you have that held you from believing once again.
What’s worse is that you can’t seem to fight it.
Because it’s never meant to be fought.
It’s meant to be buried.
Entomb by something so strong that you, yourself cannot even fathom.
How will you deal with it?
When you learned that it cannot be covered with what you have right now?
What will you do
if you’ve managed to love the MEMORIES more than the one who have brought it all to you?